Nature's Child - How Can I Feel? Lyrics

Came out a mess, feeling depressed
I would lay on my bed with the blade on my chest
Like sleeping at night but without any rest, saw my prodigal sinner, the reaper of death
Can anyone else hear the voice in my head?
Well shit, if I'm crazy I'd rather be dead
I don't want it
I want emotion instead, so I picked myself up and got out of my dread
I got back like an intelligent f*cker
I'm a right brain, watch you ride the train with them suckers
F*ck racks
Nah, I got packs so I pucker up, light em' back to back like a fiending motherf*cker
I'm impactful
Intact, running on the track like Usain Bolt
Lightning fast like a black hole sucking in light
I'm that black cat bringing bad luck, but I'm handy as f*ck like Dora's backpack
Shit
Trying to figure this out, wondering how my life came to this
When I don't settle my thoughts I nail myself into my mental crucifix
Picking, choosing, Imma come and f*ck it up
Abusing music, introducing Delirium
Nature's Child is refusing to give up
We're proving we're fit for the dream we're pursuing
You see that we're moving
I got three wishes I'm using
One to spread truth, 'cause that's what I'm doing
F*ck the money, stay woke
I be living out the blueprint
Tell my life story if you're asking for my two cents
Felt like a nuisance, then I started bringing shit together and tying up all my loose ends
True friends? They don't give a f*ck 'bout what I've been through, too true
I just wanna say I did this all for you

I've been thinking enough for one poor soul, so sing to me
And I've been dreaming of more than what I can handle, so let me breathe
Undone damage leads to heartache, but there's nothing I didn't say
Oh no
From my ash, I came to partake in my pre-destination
Oh no

Say, how can I feel when my soul is lost and I can't be found?
Say, how can I feel, feel?
Say, how can I feel when I'm weary from this running around?
Say, how can I feel, feel?
(How can I feel? How can I feel?)