NEA EINI - Losin' Lyrics

I've spent endless waking hours at the bottom of the ocean
Senseless, overpowered by rogue waves of rogue emotion
And I was far out, driftin' off, but I can feel myself get closer
When they think I'm not, that's when I'll get my f*cking closure

I've been losin' every song and game to you
I'm choosing again
I've been losin' time and sleep to the likes of you
I'm choosing myself

All these vicious superstitions, only birthed by my allowance
Eaten off the devil's dishes, whether they were sweet or sour
And I was far out driftin' off, but suddenly I felt empowered
No worrying's worth enough to let your logics get devoured

I've been losin' every song and game to you
I'm choosing again
And I've been losin' time and sleep to the likes of you
I'm choosing myself

Losin', oh
Losin'

Oh, you don't do for me, you don't do for me
You don't do what I would do for you
You don't do for me, you don't do for me, you don't
Oh, you don't do for me, you don't do for me
And damn, is it true
You wouldn't do for me
Not anybody but you

I've been losin' every song and game to you (Every song and game to you, boy)
I'm choosing again
And I've been losin' time and sleep to like likes of you (Well, f*ck off)
I'm choosing myself

I've been losin' every song and game to you
I'm choosing myself