Hello
Hey, in case nobody's asked you this today, are you okay, Are you really fine?
I mean, you know it's okay to feel a little lost sometimes
It's alright that you don't want to smile
You don't need to explain bad moments the way we all get them, and get through them
Don't forget that even the darkest clouds have the sun shining on the other side
So give it time, and you will be fine, mentally
Most likely, you'll feel the corners of your mouth naturally rise and you'll know that its real because everybody will be able to see it in your eyes
But until then, I was just calling to check on you because I was thinking of you
And I wanted to make sure that you're doing okay
Let me know if you're not
I'm always here, if you need to talk
Uh, it's 2am, she like, where you going
Up late night, I'm riding in foreigns
Go get her a bag of Christian Dior
She wherever I'm at, cause I'm always on tour
She get mad every week I be catching ah flight
Looking sad every day I'm like bae you alright?
She like, you coming home
Might not be tonight, she ain't liking my tone I know I ain't right
Put you in your place and then say goodnight
I really don't like how we keep having fights
I'm thinking about you girl and you know that you mean the world
I buy you designer, I buy you some food, Know how to get you out your mood
You be crying all night and you say you fine and you really think I don't know
You be pushing me off, and you say you need space, but you really don't want me to go
What would you want? Would you want me to lie?
Would you want me to hide? Would you want me to front?
Even when I'm down, you know what I want
Only wear designer I don't mean to stunt
Baby, stop lying I know what you want
You want me to be the type of person you can control
Sorry baby got a mind of my own
You know I can't help it you know that I'm known
Why you get with somebody you know that ain't home
She like riding with me in the passenger seat
She my number one fan she be picking my beats
Tell me how was your day and just give me the deets
She wan keep us in private she keep us discreet
Yeah, I like how you move and I like how you think
Swear I love you so much that it blinds me
I got opps and they really despise me
You put on my mask whenever I'm hiding
You said you move on, but I know you lying
I really don't even be trying to impress you
Yeah, I know people gon' text you
How many people gon' test you
You say you loyal but I cannot tell
The things I do for you people would send me to jail
Girl stop telling me you don't need me
You independent, but you needy
Girl, we both know that you can't leave me
And we both know you wanna see me
Uhh, I told her sit down, let me know how she feel
Maggiano the food so she don't miss a meal
I put her through a test just to see if she real
Really living high class at the top of the hill
I know I ain't perfect uhh, but I'm trying to see if you worth it uhh
She be treating me right, so I started splurging
Promise if they play with you then I'ma start purging uhh
Uhh I don't like how we ended that night
I know I ain't doing you right
Gotta see, cause I know that my schedule be tight
Heard they trying to take me out so I gotta move right
Uhh, I just called her and said I'ma make it
On that jet late night I just told her be patient
People texting her phone heard she got a replacement
I cant even get mad cause her time I was wasting
I really want you to myself
I really don't want no one else
Aint gon lie I was scared telling you how I feel
I want you in my life I'm just trying to be real
(I want you in my life, I'm just trying to be real)
(I want you in my life, I'm just trying to be real)