Going through the motions
Almost 4 years later
Locked in a room
Yet it feels much safer
Doing what I'm told is all I know
Doing what I'm asked is all I'll show
Apologies make their way through
Just trying to be polite
Now I am the weaker view
The only one in sight
Doing what I'm told is all I know
Doing what I'm asked is all I'll show
To question everything is to rely on what you know but still it's a path
I never wanted to take and said I'd never go
No, my words dont mean a thing
Like they really f*cking should
I said I never would
Back into a place where nothing changes
My intentions are what led me here. Somethings to always find. The things I fear
Am I a hypocrite just like the rest. I'm following the same steps
Buried in my own mistakes, while the past is catching up. But I cant seem to grasp
One step forward, two steps back
One step forward, two steps back
Almost 4 years later
Its everywhere I look
Faces. faces. They're in the walls
Its everywhere I look
The faces in the walls
I'm trying to run away
But now I'm feeling small
But I cant help but stare
So I just sit around