Nenoblaze407 - Best You Had Lyrics

My heart's gone cold, I'm wondering why
That I got cheated on
You were closer than my kinfolk
And bitch, you did me wrong
And even if I could get you out my head
Your name's still on my arm
It reminds me I was the best you had
Hermione, Rae
I hope you're doing better
It's been weeks since you said you mailed that letter
And now I'm feeling fed up
With the lies that you had fed us
You said you was in love and we would always be together
But now my mind is clear and I can see shit ain't the same
Still smoking on that shit, how you gon' heal from all that pain
Doing the same shit and expecting something different, you insane
Permanent scars on my body that say your name
To act like this ain't nothing
I ain't gon' lie, this shit is hard for me
To lose my little one right by my side that was a part of me
To feel hurt, down, and depressed
And really honestly
I would trade your love for just a little bit of honesty
Tell me something real, then maybe, baby, then I would be
Okay with the situation
If you could just f*cking talk to me
But you f*cking haven't when I f*cking gave you all of me
Now I've lost all hope and I think that the devil's calling me
My heart's gone cold, I'm wondering why
That I got cheated on
You were closer than my kinfolk
And bitch, you did me wrong
And even if I couldn't get you out my head
Your name's still on my arm
It reminds me I was the best you had
Now I ain't gon' sit here and act like this something new
But there was something special that I seen in you
But now you just a bitch and you switched
So hard to believe it's true
F*cking on the next for a blue
Yeah, you broke my heart
And girl, you tore my soul
Lies that you have told
Are reasons that I turn cold
For reasons I never know
The seasons, they come and go
I'm bleeding from inside
From places I cannot show
So tell me was it worth it
I know I was far from perfect
All you ever did was hurt shit
In ways that I ain't deserve it
I lash out, screaming and cursing
Your actions said I reversed it
You'd be a whole different person
You'd be the one that was hurting
And I ain't lose my girl
I just lost my turn
Usher Raymond taught me that I gotta let it burn
To let you live and learn
And that I shouldn't be concerned
Expecting something in return
My heart's gone cold
I'm wondering why
That I got cheated on
You were closer than my kinfolk
And bitch, you did me wrong
And even if I could get you out my head
Your name's still on my arm
It reminds me I was the best you had
Yeah, I was the best you had, girl
But now I see that things ain't the same
And you wanna be stuck in your situation
You told me the other day
That you didn't wanna live this life without me
But here you go living this life without me
Damn