My G.O.D (Interlude) Video (MV)

Father forgive my sinning, don't let it get my children
Please give me time to make it up before I get to heaven
Wait, will I get to heaven? I think I need a reverend
To undergo repentance and free me from resentment
I hope that I'm forgiven, for breaking the hearts of women
All through my non-commitment, I need some soul cleansing
Please don't punish my daughter, for the sins of her father
And all the things I oughta done but lack the moral order
I know some people honour, my art and my whole persona
Sometimes I wonder, why they even bother
But that's the devil speaking, emotions forever peaking
My hardest life lesson, was dealing with depression
Went from a daily sorrow, now success is my motto
I used to hit the bottle, life on a downward spiral
Hard to imagine that I contemplated suicide
Beyond darker days, you'll see bluer skies
I'll take you back a minute 2 0 1 3, in a skyscraper in the CBD
I was drinking a little, you know henny and all
Suicidal thoughts from the twentieth floor
I took a deep breath, opened the window
Beautiful death, I'm creating a mural
My final work of art, before I depart
There is no other way I just wanted the pain to stop
In the very moment I received a message
Call it what you want I'm calling it a blessing
Said "on my darkest days, I think of you
And ask myself what would Neo do?"
And as I read I bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath and as I wept
I vowed to set my Goals over Death
Thank God I never lept, but bowed my head
And took a step from the window ledge
I caught my breath with no regrets
And vowed to set my Goals over Death