Neojaw - Unhealthy Mindsets Lyrics

Yeah this ain't how yeah yeah
Yeah this ain't how I pictured it
Yeah this ain't how I pictured it
On my ass, no flash, got no light that's visiting
Only I can see the darker side that's in my vision tint
Wishing this pain wasn't what kept me oh so driven
But without I ain't shit
At least that's what I think
That's the purest evil only get it when I sink
Guess that I'll be hurting til' the money in the bank
But everybody knows that dough ain't everything

We just need love
But that takes courage
It's easier to be afraid and let em close the curtain
I hope that we can learn this... one day
For now I'm Johnny Cash on a Sunday
In the ring of fire somebody say something
Or nothing
Less to keep me bugging
Shit, everything been pushing buttons
Anything that's good I turn my head and get to shoving
Unless I learn to love it love it

Yeah a lot of hate inside of me
A lot like you
This is just a stage and we think we're due
Get outta your head
It's kinda ironic cause when you're outta your mind
You're really right on it
It's sitting right in front of you but you refuse to be honest
Don't lie to yourself
Or trust is a problem
If you can't trust yourself, then you're alone on this island
With noone to turn to but yourself now your mind is gone

Yeah this ain't how I pictured it
On my ass, no flash, got no light that's visiting
Only I can see the darker side that's in my vision tint
Wishing this pain wasn't what kept me oh so driven
But without I ain't shit
At least that's what I think
That's the purest evil only get it when I sink
Guess that I'll be hurting til' the money in the bank
But everybody knows that dough ain't everything