Trying to Find Video (MV)

When am I gonna find it?
When am I gonna find?
I don't know if what I'm looking for is gonna be found
Everyday I'm searching through the days and new sounds
My mind wonders like a hamster spinning on his wheel
And every time I fall it's cause I'm kicked in the heels
Suddenly everything around me is that
Faces distributed left and right doing math
Trying to absorb what they can to be on point
Never ever ever gonna pass up this joint
Trying to find it, trying to find
What? What? What's impossible to look for
Trying to find it, trying to find
What? What? What's impossible to look for
When I was younger, I was pretentious
Now that I'm older, I'm not even ambitious
Something got lost in the dark sea of my memories
All got distorted and some things fatalities
Furthermore the story goes on
I proved to every one
That they were all wrong
I got what I wanted
And took what I needed
I got what I needed
And took what I wanted
Trying to find it, trying to find
What? What? What's impossible to look for
Trying to find it, trying to find
What? What? What's impossible to look for