Nera.Thenewera - Love Being Fucked Up Lyrics

(Said I'm f*cked up, It's really f*cked up)

I'm f*cked up
But I love the feeling
It's f*cked up
What I find appealing
I love drugs
Broken heart is healing
I ain't got no trust because it is a foolish feeling

I'm f*cked up
But I love the feeling
It's f*cked up
What I find appealing
I love drugs
Broken heart is healing
I ain't got no trust because it is a foolish feeling

Had a girl who was my world, she brought me to my knees
She took my heart, tore it apart into a bunch of pieces
I said, "Why you gotta kill me? Come on baby please"
She took my soul and locked it up then threw away the key
I go into a transformation and awake the beast
My eyes start glowing red and metal covers all my teeth
The only type of freak she likes is one that's in the sheets
She ain't about this f*cking life she doesn't know the streets
Why you always f*cking fronting hoe?
When you just a f*cking nothing hoe
Try to test me I ain't bluffing yo
You don't know me so why you bluffing bro?

I'm f*cked up
But I love the feeling
It's f*cked up
What I find appealing
I love drugs
Broken heart is healing
I ain't got no trust because it is a foolish feeling

I'm f*cked up
But I love the feeling
It's f*cked up
What I find appealing
I love drugs
Broken heart is healing
I ain't got no trust because it is a foolish feeling

Off the wax and off the weed
Crown Royal plus 6 Mickey's
Feeling really f*cking tipsy
Ponder who I want to be
How do I take the right path?
I don't know who I should ask
How can I complete a task without knowing the difference between your opinion and matter of fact?
Why do I have all this stress?
When I always do my best
Is it just a f*cking test?
H.B.P.'s inside my chest
If I do not get well soon in peace I will lay my head to rest
Pray tomorrow afternoon will have me feeling f*cking blessed
Don't f*ck around with my crew cuz you know that we all savage
Smoking on that devil tree I'm grinding up my cabbage
Heat the rig and bring some wax you know that we be dabbing
Turning up like everyday I need to find a bad bitch
I'm laughing at all you fake hoes
You need to take yo
Ass up out my face you need to go and make a bankroll
Why you always kidding?
Acting like a kid and f*cking grinning like you're winning
You still need permission, baby bottle sipping (ay)
Barely 21 and the fun has just begun (ay)
Pull up to the club, locals sponging all the ones (ay)
I can't f*ck with you, cuz I'm trying to save my funds (yeah)
Staying in all by myself is my idea of having fun
Guess I'm underground, cuz I'm coming from the basement
Every time I see a blunt I have to face it
If your breathe is talking trash then don't even f*cking waste it
No mistaking, it needs erasing, I'm wasted