Neriah - Shoulda, Coulda, Didn't Lyrics

It's like when you're a kid and you lose the game
The game you only know and understand when it's explained
That's how I used to feel when someone said your name
But I grew out of you causin' me pain

Whoa, whoa
Guess I pictured us different
Whoa, whoa, oh
Maybe it'd be different

If you kissed me goodnight on my head
I would miss it, but you didn't
And every time you swore on your life
You were lyin', so how are you livin'?

(Oh) I cried at every party
(Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
But you shoulda, coulda, didn't

Stopped seeing you in clouds of just-lit cigarettes
And in the faceless people that I walk by on the street
I met somebody else, I'm really happy now
So I wish you well but you're still goin' to hell

Whoa, whoa
Guess I pictured us different
Whoa, whoa, oh
Maybe it'd be different

If you kissed me goodnight on my head
I would miss it, but you didn't
And every time you swore on your life
You were lyin', so how are you livin'?

(Oh) I cried at every party
(Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
But you shoulda, coulda, didn't

Missed you for so long
But now missin' you just feels wrong
Don't remember how I got here
But I'm here, I'm still here

If you kissed me goodnight on my head
I would miss it, but you didn't
And every time you swore on your life
You were lyin', so how are you still livin'?

Oh, I cried at every party
(Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
But you shoulda, coulda, didn't