Forever Video (MV)

Do I wanna stay with you forever?
Or am I just going insane, losing all my thoughts?
Everything is just a constant gone wrong. No bloody valentine, my bathroom floor is bloodied from me punching all the mirrors.
All my fears are slowly coming true,
And I don't wanna see "him" again. I tried so hard to get rid of "him,"
But "he" just haunts my mind, way back, staring at me in the corner, praying on my downfall, trying to ruin all my progress.
But I won't let him. I know I'm stronger than he can ever imagine.
He tries to use all my regrets against me and my clouded mind.

Let me back inside. You know I know everything.
You know you're nothing without me, let me take control.
Let your anger show, let your anger bleed through your arms again.
You have no idea what you're doing, just let me inside.
You can't make anything without me.

I don't need that anger anymore to show how passionate I am.
He's that voice inside the back of my mind.
I don't want any of the pain; I don't want any of the friends that he made me make along the way.
He's the voice that tells me to end it all. I don't wanna end it all.
I wanna see this one through, unlike anything.

Let me back inside, you don't know what you're doing. Netami, where are you-
Stop, don't do this. My vision's fading to black. Netami-