Tryna find my place but
There's no one thats been with me
Smile on my face but
There's sadness still within me
Copin with a passion and
I'm tryna make it happen but
Loves a drug that traps in
Any victim caught relapsin
How you gonna tell me that I'm not good enough
Broke my heart in half and you didn't give a f*ck
Now I'm left alone and I'm feelin really stuck
Cuz the voice in my head tells me I'm just bad luck
Like an illness that infects the people I touch
What's the point if I don't even wanna wake up
Have to be careful with the time they take up
Cuz people be fake like a bitch with some makeup
End up being played like I was a Barbie
How you gonna yell at me when I'm sayin sorry
You're the one that f*cked up what even are we
Guess the love we had was worse than a party
You're the girl that really made me think about my life
Was so f*ckin ready to be makin you my wife
You stabbed me in the back at the end of the night
Now I can't think about you bein in my sight
We tried to make it work
So many f*ckin times
Now I go bezerk
From all your stupid lies
Used to be alone
Crying every night
Now I found my own
Way that I can fight
Promised I'd
Always love you
But this shit just isn't right
And no matter what I do
It always ended in a fight
I will always miss your heart
That you tend to tear apart
Wonder where we could have gone
But you played me like a pawn
Took the pain that you gave me
And handled it greatly
You say that you love me
But yet you're movin pretty shady
My patience are slim and
Who knew you'd ever be this crazy
That's why I think about it daily
Now I'm in my head lately
Workin everyday to be betterin myself
Tryin to repair all your toxic mental health
No one even sees me and I'm workin in my stealth
Because you never cared for the way that I felt
End up being played like I was a Barbie
How you gonna yell at me when I'm sayin sorry
You're the one that f*cked up what even are we
Guess the love we had was worse than a party
You're the girl that really made me think about my life
Was so f*ckin ready to be makin you my wife
You stabbed me in the back at the end of the night
Now I can't think about you bein in my sight