Starting Over Video (MV)

They say there's always a silver lining
But nothing's shining now
The rut that I'm in
Is ever widening
And I've been trying not to drown

There's fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
So I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down

Lately I've been living in a state of panic
Got a new disease
Got me going manic
I need a antidote
I'm stuck in a kaleidoscope
Or maybe it's the feeling like I'll never do it on my own

I'm feeling pressed
Losing to stress
I feel my spirit sinking
Feel it in my chest
Hard to connect
Rush and roulette
Keep on playing with the devil that's inside my head

Finding
Everything I'm trying
Hasn't made a difference like I thought I would have
So sick of lying
Not sure I can stomach it
Everything I thought I was is starting to die

There's fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
And I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down

There's fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
And I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down