ON MY OWN Video (MV)

You'd think I'd learn a lesson from the pain
Half the time I think the same, the other half, think you're insane
I've never met no one that made me feel the same way
I'll love you 'til I die, don't care what people might say
Still dream of you when I'm asleep, yeah, to my dismay
Been so long since I heard you speak or seen your cute face
I don't think that the way I feel will ever decay
Don't know why I still love you, in the end you betrayed
The person who I thought you was, our friendship, truth, our thoughtful love
But most of all, you broke my heart
I don't know even know where to start
You were sweet and super smart, but thanks to you it fell apart
Pour my poor soul into this art, this testament I must impart

Been on my own
I feel so lost without you here
On this road
I often hope I disappear
I walk alone
It's been so tough to shed no tears
You were my home
Been on my mind for all these years

How couldn't you see me as more than just a close friend?
You had to know I loved you, you were playin' pretend
How could you do this to your friend, I can't comprehend
Don't care if you hear this or not, I feel so condemned
If you're listenin', I know you don't respect me, that's fine
Just know you hurt the one who loved you most you're not kind
I hope one day, eventually, you'll realize in time
You dimmed the spark of someone who would always just shine
I thought we were a perfect match
You came and put the fire out
I got to know you got attached, now I can't bear to go without you
Hugged me in your pretty blouse
Hoped one day we'd buy a house
As I speak these words aloud, I question why I'm so devout

Been on my own
I feel so lost without you here
On this road
I often hope I disappear
I walk alone
It's been so tough to shed no tears
You were my home
Been on my mind for all these years