New Holiday - Jealous and Cold Lyrics

I haven't got a clue what I'm doing here
All the things I hold dear disappear right before my eyes
And I can't trust my eyes

What do you do when you want it all?
But you're so selfish it don't come
Nothing's ever good enough
You've become spoiled rotten
You might be jealous and cold
You might be jealous and cold

Please, give me a chance to make up things I've done wrong
So sick of playing the victim for so long
Never meant to choose myself over others, those countless numbers
Sometimes I lied to get my way
Apologized but it's much too late
Time travel would really be useful right now

I'll always be asking
How I make the wrong choices
To deal with every consequence

What do you do when you want it all?
But you're so selfish it don't come
Nothing's ever good enough
You've become spoiled rotten
You might be jealous and cold
You might be jealous and cold

I haven't got a clue what I'm doing here
All the things I hold dear...

What do you do when you want it all?
But you're so selfish it don't come
Nothing's ever good enough
You've become spoiled rotten
You might be jealous and cold
You might be jealous and cold