Packing my bags cause I lost motive again
Failed to catch the esteem train
Left behind my friends
Left behind my life
Should've left myself the chance to survive
Selling me out seemed good at the time
Just for the chance to call it all mine
Forget about the others there was nothing to see
Now moving on sucks
I hate being free
At least I refrained from dropping out
Those were the best days I've ever had
Hiding undercover I'd be perving on the lovers
Staring me back while I'd die quietly
I've never felt so f*cking confused
I thought making it big meant you'd never lose
Well f*ck what they said cause they never knew
How much it all meant after I pulled through
Selling me out seemed good at the time
Just for the chance to call it all mine
Forget about the others there was nothing to see
Now moving on sucks
I hate being free
I've never felt so f*cking confused
I thought making it big meant you'd never lose
Well f*ck what they said cause they never knew
How much it all meant after I pulled through
Selling me out seemed good at the time
Just for the chance to call it all mine
Forget about the others there was nothing to see
Now moving on sucks
Cause I hate being free