Under your spell, can't break the chain
Fixated on the way you whispered my name
Hearts so fragile, seeking consolation
Two lost souls in a secret constellation
Yet I can't pour from an empty cup
But that's okay, I'll fill you up
Leave you like an aftertaste
An overflow of love misplaced
You know my patterns, I know yours too
Who are we kidding? Who's fooling who
Craving your touch but bleeding from scars
You're the fire I can't quench, my bright shooting star
Maybe I misjudged, maybe I was blind
It hurts to be right, just prove me wrong this time
Lost my pride, gave it all for you
Friends see the lies I can't push through
Scared you'll catch on, scared of the truth
Hungover on words that cut me loose
Erasing doubts but writing new pain
But that's okay, it's all in vain
Leave you like an aftertaste
An overflow of love misplaced
You showed me your world, left me wanting more
Loving the way your laugh echoed before
How it lingered like smoke in the air
I hung on your voice like a whispered prayer
You got so close I could feel your breath
But it's pulling me apart like a f*cking slow death
You snapped when I nagged
You'd nag when I snapped
Your photos, yet smiled
Like I mattered for a while
Stolen moments hold me like a thief
I've become good at dressing wounds I won't admit
But you'll tell your mom I'm just a friend
Raised you too kind to be bad
You still broke what I can't mend
You gave me joy then took it away
Two years of withdrawal, every single day
Feel replaceable but maybe I'm just blind
Lost in thoughts I can't unwind
Stalking your life through a glowing screen
Always somewhere else, never where we've been
Amber regrets still burn within
Spirits drained but I can't win
Swallowed the lies ego has learned
Hoping for answers that never return
Liquid courage with empty promises
Memories stirred, lingering blemishes
Drinking myself sober but haunted by
Your whiskey whispers and a silent goodbye
Bye
Row through sorrow, down my cheeks they fall
Memories, sweet memories, nights that I recall
Raising a glass to reckless days at nineteen
Swirling thoughts like a fractured dream
How do I unlearn all that I know
Pouring rain can't quench this endless woe
Craving more, too impaired to be spared
From tears that burn, yeah emotions bared
All I hear, your whiskey whispers near
In the silence, I drown in my own fear
Oh woah
Ah ah ah ah
Ah woah, ah woah oh