S&M Video (MV)

My legs are heavy as lead
Tried to be bitter I don't have it in me
My week on repeat like my Friday be freaky
I don't want a shrink I just wanna be needed
He's with someone else so I torture myself
Guess I'm a masochist I be f*ckin' with the welts
I hate that I love how I feel when I'm sick
You be under my skin I don't give a f*ck I be pissed
I guess I like it cause I take it
I don't know how to make it stop
It hurts so f*ckin' good when my chest feels similar to a nuclear bomb
And I can't explain it but I know somewhere that somethings wrong
But I don't ever use a safe word
I just can't accept that it's my fault
I just can't accept that it's my fault
Damn I guess I need a use
I never come alone always packin' it up in two
But when I'm in my room I be quietly losin' screws
I be talkin' to a wall when I'm workin' to get to you
You be tryin' up my patience
Love it when you rub it in my face I know you fakin' when you say you don't give a f*ck bout anything I be sayin'
I'm prayin' over the wicked cause these bitches is my sons
They be blushin' like when I kiss it
I guess I like it cause I take it
I don't know how to make it stop
It hurts so f*ckin' good when my chest feels similar to a nuclear bomb
And I can't explain it but I know somewhere that somethings wrong
But I don't ever use a safe word
I just can't accept that it's my fault
I just can't accept that it's my fault