I live in my new apartment I got with my friends
You live across the lot but sleep in my head
Is filling up with smoke I thought I was dead
If only that were so then I could promise
That i could let you go just like you wanted
Oh, if we're being honest then we should know
That we have gone the farthest that we can go
I'm fine, I'm own my own
You're on my mind
When I go home, I wanna die
It's only temporary Im lying
To everyone when i say that you are mine
Because you're not mine and im not fine
Oh, if I'm being honest I gotta go
I'll fall away from god so I can grow
On my own
I gotta go