Nicholas Ampersand - Don't Go Up Lyrics

Desire, desire, it doesn't make this real
It doesn't make us real
Hey, I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I've seen better days
I feel strange
I've gone again
I've gone ahead
I've launched myself up into space
I fall away, if I fall away
Then it's a long way down
If I don't wanna fall again, I can't go up next time
I can go too high
No I cant get so high
Why don't you just listen to this story
I won't bother you with all the gory details
Its the tale of how ill search for glory
But I end up in purgatory, and I say I love it here
Lying between heaven and hell
I said we love it here i'll lie and no one can tell
But when we're gone, we don't belong
Above or below
It's all the same to me