Nicholos - XANAX Lyrics

You told me from the moment we met you only found interest in one thing
Shrugged it off said
How bad could it be
Can't say you never warned me
Now
That I know I think back to that moment everyday
Regretting it all
Although it was short term anyway

You explain how you always felt like a clock, never stopped running
No time for a break but I said
Oh, I'm sure it's just nothing
How
Could I underestimate
How had this could've been
I was blinded by the thought of you and I
Being a thing

So is it fair to feel guilty
Cuz I knew we'd end up
Right here where we are
It seems as if we both agreed
Yet somehow
I just didn't do enough

Cuz you couldn't love if it was perfect
All you cared if it was worth it
Never seen someone
As shallow as you've been
And all of the times that we shared
They were fun but you upset
Picture perfect
Heartless movie scene
So
When I wonder why you're always mad
You'd scream
Where's my bag
Where did I leave it
Did you hide it again
Oh where'd you put my xans?

An addiction problem from your mom
And you'd have when I oppose
Never tears just lies
Never tried
To escape the darkest hole
And I always wondered should I piss you off and say much more
When I did you'd flip
So I resist
To this day I'm not too sure

If it's fair to feel guilty
Cuz I knew we'd end up
Right here where we are
It seems as if we both agreed
Yet somehow
I never did enough

Cuz you couldn't love if it was perfect
All you cared if it was worth it
Never seen someone
As shallow as you've been
And all of the times that we shared
They were fun yet you were upset
Picture perfect
Forget it let it be
So
When I wondered why you're always mad
You'd scream
Where's my bag
Where did I leave it
Did you hide it again
Oh where'd I put my xans?

Cuz our love was far away from perfect
But it's not like we had deserved it
You knew we were
Just temporary
And all of the times that we had
I was second to your favorites
And you just said
That they would help you sleep
So
When I wondered why you're always mad
You'd scream
Where's my bag
Where did I leave it
What'd you do with it
Oh where did I put my xans?