Nick Trees - N Lyrics

Never really made it that far
But you gotta understand that I feel it in my heart
Ima be the one to blast off
Regardless of the situation never countin' losses

Nova in the sky
Youthful and benign
Waiting for the sign
Constantly denied
Legacy of mine
Grateful for divine works
Waiting on the time curse

I hate who I am on days when I'm broke
Unable to help my mom with bills
Chasing foolish ideas I understand just how she feels
Why doesn't my son like to work a normal full time job?
Lord knows I need the help
I provide everything we need but he only cares about himself
When God is he going to find his way? I do believe
But what's up with this generation why is it so hard for them to see?
Ma and pa I'm sorry I wish that I could help
I have these dreams that I'm chasing
But I know you need the help now
I feel like a coward can't even make enough to help you
And have my own place at the same time
The way society is these days I feel disgraced
Realizations that I've made within my brain
I have visions for a better life rather than the normal way
Working to make someone else's dream a reality
Stuck on the hourly clock barely make it
For goodness sakes have mercy
Mama I'm sorry you don't understand but I see different opportunities
I have no money backing me yet so there's no one who can believe
Until I get paid I'm just a loser with a dream
The energy it wreaks even when I'm walking in the street
This kid is worth nothing just another kid asleep
I try to imagine my parents with a proud smile
The same thought always changes when it turns dark and vile
Discouraged thinking maybe what I'm working on sucks
Maybe I am just another artist among millions that thinks they have the gift and doesn't
Time is swift feel like I missed the one chance that I get
Momma I am grateful for all the time that we've spent
I feel so worthless every day, and I really wish I didn't
Sometimes I wanna give up and say good riddance
I know I'm not a coward I try my best just to succeed
One day I know you will understand and you can be proud of me
I wish I could repay you for all the help it's an impossible task
Just another unanswered prayer all I can ever do is ask
I hope we find peace and make it last but
These days peace is just a laugh
Hatred runs the land but I'd give my life just so you can be happy
So you can enjoy your life happiness everlasting