Nick Trees - Y Lyrics

I lay down hopin' for an easy death fallin' asleep and never waking up
Trapped with the worst thoughts
In a dark room but I'm never giving up
Fed up when I feel like I gotta walk around with a fake smile
Y is my chromosome
I hate that my mom can't retire
Instead she's indebted to a student loan
Now I gotta wake up, get the cake up, I can feel it gravitatin
Hope at the end of the rope and the truth is I'm running out of patience
Maybe it'll change for the better but
I know better not to hold my breath waitin
I lay down hopin' for an easy life fallin' asleep and
Now I need to wake up
Why?

We're losing people every day because of madness
We're losing people every day because of sadness
We're losing people like it doesn't even matter
You got me questioning why?
Fess up!

Gusher
I am your luster
Why are you acting so flustered?
Do not run away I am here to help
But how can I help you if I don't help myself?
Do not be afraid I am just like you?
I feel like my time is coming overdue
Manifest the good, make me blush
Anger fuels the veins, now I'm flush
Remember the days that I felt like the worst
Feelin' embodied encountered the hearse
Pray for the better it never shows
Why do I give up before results?
Blame everybody but me in the mirror
I am the problem it brings me to tears
Maybe I'm not but I'm trying my best
Love for myself with the greatest respect

We're losing people every day because of madness
We're losing people every day because of sadness
We're losing people like it doesn't even matter
You got me questioning why?
Fess up!