Nickolis - HIS LIGHT Lyrics

Still workin', still hurtin' I'm not perfect
Nothings owed but feelin' sometimes that I deserve it
Moving focused, feelin' hopeless I'm tryina' cope
Tired of strugglin' tired of basic hate being broke
Throw me a rope, pull me up or tie it around my throat
I lost control, listen to how I bleed my soul
The speakers know, rattle shakin' so I can go
You hear about it, then go on your f*ckin' way
That was the past I'm changing your sorry life today
12 years gave to the game they think it's over night
27 years of pain I'm laughing like its light
Like ima be alright, I broke the family curse
But at what cost my heart is dead somebody call a hearse
I know downstairs neighbors were pissed the f*ck off
They talk some shit my momma tellin' them to f*ck off
She saw the vision and the spark I'm tellin' her I didn't
I don't know how I'm winnin', I don't know how I'm living
I've been grinding making music like the rent due
They tellin' me to get some cents nigga I got 2
One in my pocket, one in my palm
Breaking outta hell you can call on Tyrone, you can call on my phone
When you hear the ending
My life been a movie but it ain't no more pretending
This the message that I'm sending, the bars gon add up
Feet done hit the pavement and I'm running nigga catch up
All this is for me for me for me
I know he's been calling, I know he's been calling
Makes me feel like I'm moving closer
In his light, in his light
Beam down
Sittin' in my brotha whip, bumping on that new shit
Sharing thoughts on how we been stickin' to the whole script
Subbin' out the box he sayin' can't nobody hold you
Product of the blessings don't forget what I told you
I was dead broke he scraped me off the floor quick
Told me Nick, you've been always destined to make your goals hit
If your goals is f*ckin' up the game you give 'em raw dick
No Diddy, put 'em to shame and thank you lord for it