Nicky Nevermind - Feel Like I Can't Feel Lyrics

Feeling like I can't feel
My insides are dead
Devoid of all emotions
I think with my dick instead
Sometimes I wish I wasn't like this
I sit back and reflect
Realize my stimuli's derived
From face cake and neck
The predicament is born
From lack of self respect
Tell myself I know it's wrong
But don't listen to what was said
Those actions drove me down
A road paved with regret
Now I'm stuck at a checkpoint
In a game I can't reset
Can't give it more thought
Than I already have
These days it seems like
I've been living in my head
And the backpack raps
Ain't keeping me fed
And the 9 to 5 pay but
Make me wish I was dead
Trying to get my mind right
Could use a little self care
Cuz I wake in a cold sweat
On the wrong side of the bed
I often entertain the thought
Of not being here
Releasing my last track
Relax and chew on some lead
If you F*ck With Me me
I could really use a hand
I've been going through some shit
I hope that y'all can understand
I don't trust a single person
Be that way until the end
That's why I never open up
And second guess all of my friends
I'm tired of acting like
I'm strong enough to pretend
While I'm rummaging My brain
For any means to an end
My poisonous pleasures
Numbing The pain now and then
But I put that all aside
So I could feel something again
I made a lot of bad choices
I look back at my mistakes
I Lived the fast life slanging
Until I had to pump the brakes
I'm a whole different playa
After a couple good drinks
With New bitches everyday
Sitting pretty in pink
Washed my hands of all the dirt
So I don't end up in the clink
Estranged from so many
For that exact same thing
Tryna be self made
But I'm still working out the kinks
I been making fast moves
You gonna miss me if you blink
Think you got me f*cked up
If you think I'ma change for you
Still the person that I was
Just with a different point of view
Trying to love another
Something I could never do
My heart too cold to hold
And that's the titty f*ckin truth
Keeping emotions close
Never been my strong suit.
Through the bitchin and beef roasting
I'm just tryna stay aloof
And I won't apologize
For being overly astute
Cuz it's clear that you don't know me
The way you think you do
If you hear f*ck with me me
I could really use a hand
I've been going through some shit
I hope that y'all can understand
I don't trust a single person
Be that way until the end
That's why I never open up
And second guess all of my friends
I'm tired of acting like
I'm strong enough to pretend
While I'm rummaging My brain
For any means to an end
My poisonous pleasures
Numbing The pain now and then
But I put that all aside
So I could feel something again
No cap, I'm just putting this
As plain as I can say it
You could give me all your love
But I could never repay it
It's no secret in my wake
I left a lot of hearts aching
Toying with emotions
When I was blatantly faking
Know the difference between
Sex, f*ckin, and love makin
If you think I'm your soulmate
You indubitably mistaken
I just Tenderize the cut like a butcher
Then get to skating
Keep reminding H.O's
Bitch we ain't dating
And I've been thinking that I'm selfish
But really how bad is it
To euthanize my feelings
If I can't have happiness
You catch feelz I can't relate
Don't give me them pouty lips
I'm only in it for myself
And it feels fantabulous
I'll put you out like the blunt
Sit alone and rap the shit
You ain't the only that knows
My flows immaculate
But my heart's gotten so heavy
I struggle to manage it
My mind's eating me alive
You don't know the half of it