JUST MY LIFE Video (MV)

It's the state of depression
It's the rain on my face
It's the pain in my eyes
It's everyday
Now I feel so suspended
Every hit I take gets me so high
All I can do is over think and cry
Some of you just don't get it
That's ok it's ok
This is just my life
Look at the sky there's a hidden message
Behind the clouds there is always hidden light
Lay on the ground cuz you cannot stand it
The f*cking loss makes you die every second
This just my life
I wanna rise like the Phoenix from ashes
I will not be tied to the feelings of death in my eyes
You can only imagine what it's like to lose everything you've ever loved in just one night
That's how I became a savage
Im in control so I can seek what I'm trying to find
The lies do not leave me defined
I'm confined by the loss of my wife
You can only imagine how it feels everyday to wake up and want to die
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yet continue to stay alive
It's the state of depression
It's the rain on my face
It's the pain in my eyes
It's everyday
Now I feel so suspended
Every hit I take gets me so high
All I can do is over think and cry
Some of you just don't get it
That's ok it's ok
This is just my life