San Jose Nights (feat. Bryson Garrett) Video (MV)

I thought I would win
I thought I had everything
I'm chasing this money
I'm chasing this life of sin
I thought I would win
I thought I'd get through these trials
Been losing myself
Been busy running for miles
Ohh
I don't know
Where to go
On this road
I said ohh
I don't know
Where to go
On this road
But Imma find a way
Imma find a way yeah
Imma find a way yeah
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Imma find a way
Thankful
God I'm so thankful
Remember all the nights that I would cry
And be hateful
I lost myself in the music
Trynna f*cking chase you
I lost myself in the music
Trynna f*cking break through
Can't lose
Ya my attitude was inspiring
But when you wanna do this rap shit
That trait is a requirement
I'm trynna speak my goals
In to reality it's tiring
And all my friends leaving me alone
My job firing
But I'm find a way
Imma find a way
To them brighter days
Out in San Jose
Cause niggas don't make it out my country
Let alone make it out to Cali
People die hungry
Trynna put you in my mental space
I was starving
And food couldn't heal the boy soul
But it calmed me
Mom I'm sorry
Looking at my past in disarray
Cause I suffered through moments
That would put most people in the grave
And I'm supposed to laugh and smile
Like everything's okay
When I know it ain't
You couldn't even fathom all the pain
But I keep it to myself
That's the black struggle
Mental health ain't an issue
"Pray to God, you know he loves you"
Yeah yeah
My family on back with this religion shit
Fighting inner demons
Cause I don't wanna give into it
Meanwhile feeling like
College factors into this
Feeling of depression
Can I tell you how I really feel?
A young black man really alone
Praying I can make rags these on my shoulders gold
I said oh
I don't know
Where to go
On this road
I said oh
I don't know
Where to go
On this road
I said ohh
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way no no
Please help me find a way
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way no no
Help me find a way