Nicog - myself (Demo) Lyrics

Feels like I haven't seen all my friends in several weeks, that's not true but when I
Do there's like a different version of me
I've hid my face with so many masks, none of them seem to last
Tried to be something I'm not, don't recognize myself

Don't recognize myself, stopped trusting in the world
Need to get some help, but my mind is in a whirl
I just failed a personality test, said I was a pessimist, no shit Sherlock, what else is new
Why am I afraid of crowded rooms, why am I afraid of crowded rooms

Don't recognize myself, my friends they don't either
Just need a repose, five minutes for a breather
Don't recognize myself, don't recognize myself, don't recognize, don't recognize myself
Would 8th grade me be proud of me, just a wasted prodigy

Never found time for affection, never found my true direction
Don't recognize myself, rejected by the world
Didn't get the job, didn't get the girl
Don't recognize myself, don't recognize myself, don't recognize, don't recognize myself