NIGHTMARE NEVERMORE - THE GAME Lyrics

Broken
And I'm the one to blame
I don't know what I feel
Until I lose the game
No
Coming off of a high
To face the lowest of lows
A ball and chain at the bottom of the lake
Everyday a feeling I can't shake
Feeling great until I get home
Then it attacks me in my dome
Broken, so broken
And I'm the one to blame
I don't know what I feel
Until I lose the game
Trying to figure out my life
But I have never been taught
And I won't stop until I'm perfect (Impossible)
You win, I lose
Something that I've refused
It feels so bad to be alive (Die)
Tearing flesh from bone
Dying here alone
And now I finally see
I'm so afraid
Broken, so broken
And I'm the one to blame
I don't know what I feel
Until I lose the game
I've lost my way
I've lost my sense of security
I've lost everything
I've lost my dignity
I've lost my smile
I've lost my worth
I've lost my pride
I've lost my morality
My touch, my importance
I've lost the game
I've lost the game
I don't know what I feel
Until I lose the game
Tearing flesh from bone
Dying here alone
And now I finally see
I'm so afraid
Broken and afraid
Yet I am still here
I'm not afraid
Broken, so broken
And I'm the one to blame
I don't know what I feel
Maybe this is not a game
Yet I could only see
From a past that haunted me
I find the strength within myself
And see a future here for me
I'm better, stronger, wiser than I've ever been
And I finally realize this is not a game