Nightwell - Ball in a Box Lyrics

There's a typo
So the blood work won't go through
His heart is beating faster than two virgins sitting in a bedroom, clear
It's just bad luck
I never even knew what to say to you
Always tried to protect me I'm guessing
So I won't tell you
That I can't sleep
A depressed beat
For an old weak man
I can't keep this up
This is just my way to show tough love
Cause I can't even tell what he thinks of me

Can you see
All the questions are killing me
Cause your other always makes me question

You
You never wanted to leave
I never said it I know
You never wanted to breath

Well you know what
Been smoking cigarettes since you said to
It may not have ever been direct
But see I respected you
I was young I didn't know much
But who do I have to look up to...
But now I can't think of a worse thing other than fear
That you ever made me do
Had a pretty bad mouth no doubt it's loud
It gets worse
'Cause I'm cursed

Can you see
All the questions are...

You
You never wanted to leave
I never said it I know
You never wanted to breath

Still you persist in my dreams
I can't shake
Still awake
But it seems I'm asleep