Someday You'll Die Video (MV)

I get a text from my best friend
How have you been? Where are you?
She knows I can't get out of bed
If I say I'm fine
She'll know I'm lying
So I'll just roll back over
Another message left unread
I can't fill my medications
I'm at home under this spell
I wish awful things on strangers
Just because they're doing well
Sometimes I want to give up
I know I'll never try
And I don't even have to cuz
Someday I'll die

Someday I'll die
Someday I'll die

I've lost control
Just one more scroll
Why can't i look like that girl?
Is she lonely on that yacht?
What's all this for?
Who's keeping score?
I've wasted so much life trying
To be someone that I'm not
I've done your meditations
And I stay away from wine
I'm dreading plans I made last week
When I was doing fine
When I look into the mirror I think, "who is this tired guy?"
Then I wink at him and tell myself that
Someday you'll die

Someday you'll die
Someday you'll die
Someday you'll die
Someday you'll die

Play pretend on the stage
Try to channel this rage
It gets me high
When the lashes come off
Take a bath with my thoughts
Why can't I cry
I'm not okay
I sound insane
It's not my fault what's in my brain
I can't complain
My life is
F*cking great
When life's a mess
And you're depressed
Breath deep and just be grateful
There's just one sure thing in this life
That someday you'll die

Someday you'll die
Someday you'll die

I sleep for fun
I hate the sun
I cannot come
Someday I'll die

When you lie awake at night
Close your eyes and hold on tight
Nothings gonna be alright
Someday you'll die

This pain won't last forever
I hope that you remember
Let go and just surrender
Cuz someday you'll die