Nikki Vega - Gone Missing Lyrics

Sometimes it feels like
I can't see myself right, like I'm
I'm someone else
And that body's stealing me,
And it's shaking hands with
All my good friends and they're
They're making plans
And I don't know what to think

I wanna
Bury myself in quick sand
I wanna
Pray to god that I sink
And I don't
Think they will notice
That I 've gone missing
I've gone missing

Sometimes my mind speaks
Empty words cuz I'm empty
Sometimes I wanna die
So I can come back more alive

I keep breaking my own heart
Tryin' to be, tryin' so hard
All this tryin' to change
It ain't changing me

Cuz I know
I've hated myself for too long
Been learning to love
By those who loved me wrong
Don't know where I've been
Don't know where I've gone
But I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing
I've gone missing

Sometimes it feels like
I can't see myself right
I've gone missing
I've gone missing