Nikkyb - Life Sucks Lyrics

All this bad luck
Life sucks
Shit ain't adding up
Life sucks
It's hard to give a f*ck
When life sucks

I been taking meds
Chilling sitting on the edge
Living off the grid
Never cared to burn a bridge
I remember what you said
That shit still run thru my head
I could be in feds
All that crazy shit I did
The homeys facing bids
I'm just laying in my bed
Thinking bout this bread
And how ima stay ahead
Sometimes it's hard to ride when ya tires need more tread
You get down in ya feels
Then it's downhill like a sled
Couple bitches wish I wed
Now they mad leave me on read
I really need some seeds but I ain't praying for no kids
My girl get mad at me
Cuz I keep taking cid
Have you ever felt alive at the same time you were dead

Sitting, stuck in traffic
I done been thru stuff that's tragic
Fighting thru the static
I got vices and bad habits
Did some things that's risky
Karma hit me automatic
Life can get real tricky
I'm not talking bout like magic
I've had ppl out to get me, really stalking with the ratchet
Been thru a lot, I'm savage
On the edge and it's jagged
My ex was tryna cuff me but the lock she couldn't latch it
Lately I been tacit
I don't speak unless you ask it
The xannys keep me passive
Im not back and forth with racket
See I ain't felt the same since I carried my granny casket
They threw me in the game
I never got to practice
Been holding all this pain, I'm a introverted atlas
First time I heard the news, I slept on it like a mattress
Left my brain confused
And all my thoughts scattered
Dazed and distracted
But I still avoid the madness
All my life I've had a void
Now Im trynna patch it

I know life sucks
So I keep the knife tucked
They quick to sell their souls
Will even give a price cut
I got too much heart
A lotta fight in my guts
Looking for a spark
But my lighter jus f*cked up
I've been down and dark
So I had to lighten up
Couple loose fuses that I never tightened up
Them good nights with bad luck
Gotta nigga mad as f*ck
Moving like I'm happy
But I be sad and stuck
Subtracting all these problems but the stress keeps adding up