You can rise above if you do it outta love
They know ima thug, cold hearted need a hug
I was sackin dubs, double dippin on the plug
This shits in my blood, had to get it out the mud
You can rise above if you do it outta love
I don't even shrug when them haters throw a slug
Life was f*cked up, I confided in the drugs
I never hold a grudge cuz I do shit outta love
No regrets, I'm content
I still guess without hints
I don't confess or repent
Roll up my stress and I vent
Passed my test, went thru lent
They try their best to convince
Last night I talked to God, he said my blessings were sent
If time is money
Where's every second I spent?
Excess decadence
If I regress I'll resent
See these voices in my head been paying less for their rent
When my train of thought crashed all it left was a dent
I guess it's safe to say my life's a wreck in a sense
Hit me when I was at 8 and I've been reckoning since
Some days I wake up tense
Some days I weigh up in tenths
Things can get intense
The weed im slangin is dense
All purple everything like hanging with prince
Hanging in suspense because the pain is
Relent
They be stuck in 1 spot and I done came and went
Trapped in a place I might never escape
The joy on my face starts to turn into hate
Predetermined fate got me burning thru 8ths
Not concerned about faith
Cuz my discernment is great
This a permanent state
See as of late, I been learning at rates
You can't equate
With the help of Mach 8
They told me stop, wait
I gotta concentrate
These thoughts dominate
Take over my emotions
Ran outta pain killers
Tripled up on ibuprofen
All day i be floating
Coastin like it's the ocean
Lately I been choking on this marijuana potion
Truly I'm just hoping I can keep my mind open
Had the weight on my shoulders, even tho my spine broken
Up late wine toasting
I can feel time slowing
Choking,pine roasting
You know I'm only smoking
If the chron potent