I didn't really see this coming
I feel a little sick to my stomach
Everything's working out for the best
And mentally I don't need to regress
But also the ground isn't where I thought it was
A couple days ago
Turns out that even when your mind knows you're fine
Your body is acting like something has died and
I just wanna mourn and sleep and cry
We weren't in love but I loved you at times
It was only a month but for a month
You were mine
I sent the message, I cleaned my home
Before the rigor could set into my bones
Gotta keep moving, don't look down
Don't think too much about who's not around
As you float through a hazy, out of body
Daydream
I was singing Paul Simon standing in my kitchen
Like a bad omen, like a stormy premonition
And I thought"Man, I hope that this isn't a sign"
As I repeated that 'blown apart' line
It was only a month but for a month
You were mine
Turns out that even when your mind knows you're fine
Your body is acting like something has died and
I just wanna mourn and sleep and cry
We weren't in love but I loved you at times
It was only a month but for a month
It was only a month but for a month
You were mine
You were mine