GUTS SONG "How Could You?" (Inspired by Berserk) Video (MV)

As a little kid
You're my everything
Don't know what I did
But whatever it is I guess I deserved to be
Treated like shit
Ripped into bits
Lonely and hopeless
Hope it was worth it
Was I really worthless?
Was I really worthless?
You said f*ck my feelings
Now I'm stuck on killin
I'll return the favor
Cause I wasn't willing
I am not your savior
I'm your f*ckin villain
Look at your behavior
A disgusting image
I was young and timid
But grew up
Now I'm tough and rigid
Getting way too close to something wicked
Suffering is just a part of this existence

How could you do that to a child
I don't know how I have survived
Someday you'll have to pay a price
I relive a nightmare but
Not the kind with a ghost or a ghoul
Now a smile's become quite rare
Cause I keep having visions of you
With the way that you forced me
And told me my voice wouldn't be heard
So I learned to bury those acts in a mind so disturbed

Had to think fast
When I relapsed
Go back to the me that you don't wanna see
Here's a fact Jack
I don't honor thieves
Never wanna wonder what I oughtta be
Take the pain and place it on my enemies
That'll be
The end of me
When I let you relax and breathe
Distract, deceive
Is your mastery
Got no halo you ain't master chief
Pain
Ima make it rain from the sky bitch
Shame
What I felt for most of my life bitch
Rage
Coming from inside bitch
Aim
What I do to make your demise bitch
Pain
Ima make it rain from the sky bitch
Shame
What I felt for most of my life bitch
Rage
Coming from inside bitch
Aim
What I do to make your demise bitch

How could you do that to a child
I don't know how I have survived
Someday you'll have to pay a price
I relive a nightmare but
Not the kind with a ghost or a ghoul
Now a smile's become quite rare
Cause I keep having visions of you
With the way that you forced me
And told me my voice wouldn't be heard
So I learned to bury those acts in a mind so disturbed