Runaway from the pain I don't wanna go back
Demons talking to my head telling me to fall back
So I take another pill you know shit is getting real
Now I'm feeling so alone than I start to overthink
What's the purpose of this life
If we're only here to die so much questions in my head
I don't even understand what the f*ck we pose to do
Everyday I'm waking up but I'm tired of this life
I just wanna understand ay
Yeah
I just wanna see the light I just wanna make it out
Momma told me that I'm smart daddy told me that I'm strong
I been f*cking up my life I just wanna say I'm done
Waiting for the right time I'll be ready when it's time
Yeah this life just comes and goes take me down where I belong
Now I'm dancing with the devil telling me to end it all
You'll be filled with love and gold
You will never feel no pain
You will never feel alone
So I look him in the eyes as he drown me in his lies
So much demons in my face I been tired of this pain
How am I suppose to move when I'm stranded in the dark all alone without no help
Empties what I love to feel baby death is what I fear
I been lost up in my head guide me to the damn way
Drugs is what I like to take cause it guides me thru the day
I just wanna die in piece but I wanna rest in piece
Look me in my face tonight ay
Runaway from the pain I don't wanna go back
Demons talking to my head telling me to fall back
So I take another pill you know shit is getting real
Now I'm feeling so alone than I start to overthink
What's the purpose of this life
If we're only here to die so much questions in my head
I don't even understand what the f*ck we pose to do
Everyday I'm waking up but I'm tired of this life
I just wanna understand ay
Yeah
I been crying everyday
I been thinking to myself
What the f*ck am I gon do
Do I really wanna live
Do I really wanna die
To much chaos in my head I don't really got the time
Watch the time fly by as I'm getting so high
Baby I don't wanna cry baby I just wanna die
Look me in my eyes tonight baby tell me whatchu see
I been striving just to live just to see another day
Yeah the end is coming near I'm just ready for it all
I been giving up my all but that shit is not enough
They just wanna see me fall they just wanna see bring me down
They don't wanna see me up cause I'm brighter than a star
Yeah they hating on the kid cause you know I got a heart
I been moving on my own cause they wanna envy me
I don't got no type of friends
I don't got no type of love
Yeah that shit'll make you cry
Yeah that shit'll make you die
Runaway from the pain I don't wanna go back
Demons talking to my head telling me to fall back
So I take another pill you know shit is getting real
Now I'm feeling so alone than I start to overthink
What's the purpose of this life
If we're only here to die so much questions in my head
I don't even understand what the f*ck we pose to do
Everyday I'm waking up but I'm tired of this life
I just wanna understand ay