Nixito - WHY.exe Lyrics

I roll up out my bed and throw the sheets on the floor
(Throw my sheets up on the floor)
You try to call my phone just to get blocked and ignored
(To get blocked and ignored)

I try to be myself, and not the person you wanna see
Trying to find myself, I can't keep blaming my history
)Can't keep blaming history)
Steady blaming myself for cards that I was dealt, oh

Can't keep blaming myself, my heart is on a shelf, oh
Steady victimized in my mind
I'm all alone but just want you by my side
Is there just too much to abide by

Cause I just wanna live my life
(I just wanna live)
Can't struggle through my life this time
Cause you've been running through my mind again

And I've been struggling to find us in
Book of Love where your name is mentioned
Why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Looking into despise)
Cause why

I roll up out my bed and throw the sheets on the floor
(Throw my sheets upon the floor)
You try to call my phone just to get blocked and ignored
(To get blocked and ignored)

I try to be myself, I'm not the person you wanna see
Tryna find myself, I can't keep blaming my history
Can't keep blaming history
Steady blaming myself for cards that I was dealt, oh

Can't keep blaming myself, my heart is on the shelf, oh
Why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Looking into despise)
Cause why
Why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Cause I've been living a lie)
Cause why
(Looking into despise)
Cause why
Cause why