Still fighting demons Video (MV)

It's hard to love, I left my heart in the casket with my brother
No they don't see the pain that's in me, I can't let them see the pain I see in me
Still fighting demons, they don't understand me
Now I ain't all bad, just wanna take care of the family

Been crying out for a while, Lord can you hear me
Misunderstood if they could, they'd kill me
Jump up in that water, we gon' drown, you ain't no swimming
Im taken meds just to cover up the feeling

My brother gone and I'm holding back tears
But he'll tell me sucked that shit up if he was here
I be trying not to show that side of me to the ones that I care about
So if you burn that bridge, don't come back, stay over there now

This life shit weird, I done seen shit you won't believe
So many people said they stay and turn around and leave
So many f**k up's but it's really one that I regret
So many L's I took it, had me feeling like was next

All this pain in my body, I might pop a Percocet
I can't let them see me crash, for I do, I press eject
Aye foe, put some on my lines in that sprite for
Get that bitch dirty

Still fighting demons,they don't understand me
Now I ain't all bad, just wanna take care of the family
Been crying out for a while, Lord can you hear me
Misunderstood if they could, they'd kill me

Jump up in that water, we gon' drown you aint no swimming
I've been taking meds, just to cover up the feelings
My brother gone and I'm holding back tears
But he had tell me, suck that shit up if he was here