It's just a lie that I tell myself
That one day I can figure it out
I try to pull myself together now
But all I do is get pushed around
You waste my time and I'm sick of it
You cross my mind and I'm violent
I hold the line but it only keeps me up
In the middle of the night
I couldn't go if I wanted to
I never know which pieces to pick
You've got so much of me caught up in you
I'm feeling better when I'm feeling sick
You waste my time and I'm sick of it
You cross my mind and I'm violent
I hold the line but it only keeps me up
In the middle of the night
You're the best worst part of me
The kind of air that's hard to breathe
And I can't leave
You behind
You waste my time and I'm sick of it
You cross my mind and I'm violent
I hold the line but it only keeps me up
In the middle of the night
In the
In the
In the
In the middle of the night