No Hiding Place - Nihilism Lyrics

I
Now I think
That no one exists but me
I know that every single presence
Of this garden
Is only a figment
Of my
Imagination
Created by me
By myself
But what if I am
The one who's not real?
What if I think
But don't exist?
For real
What a contradiction
Unconsciousness
Amnesia
Altered perception
Order mixed with disorder
I don't care, leave it all
I've switched from subject
To abstract
I can feel myself losing
I've switched from abstract
To absent
I can feel my soul losing
Its sanity
Unconsciousness
Amnesia
Altered perception
Order mixed with disorder
Decart would be disappointed
People who suffer from
Cotard syndrome may believe
That now everybody's dying
Instead
I believe
I've never actually existed
No
This is
Nihilsm