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I'm always showing true emotions
I could care less what you think I'm not hopeless
As far from me as the beaches from me
God will make a way for me to reach the surface
Like a tidal wave let my insecurities wash away
Like a dog who suddenly became stray
I'm not following the industry another day
For another day (no)
My Motto's always been stay true
I can't make a call I've been missing you
As a person in my life and a really great friend
But you put your mask on now it's fake pretend
I cannot be bothered used to call you best you became a problem
All these world issues are consuming you
There's no faith left to erase the karma
You're getting confused
So where do I go?
Feelings outside of control
I'm numbing the pain as I go
I'm lonely as far I know
Now I'm feeling used
Not a tool for the drama haven't ever cared (never cared)
Ignorance is bliss I'll move on like I was never there
Caught in the abyss of the trauma you're really scared
So what you expect? Never said I'm perfect but I know I'm next
On the line to blow up on the internet
Put a lot of focus on what makes me special
So forget my issues I feel like the best
Surely feeling blessed with a pure heart
And God made a way now it's push to start
Not a politician but I know what's real
See a lot of fakes through the bird eye
Which I'm gonna reject
Comparing views is gonna be complex
I can't promise you the truth
If you wanna hear what's best there's no real left
So where do I go?
Feelings outside of control
I'm numbing the pain as I go
I'm lonely as far I know
Though nobody cares
Spill my blood through these lines I'm just being compared
Man I'm no longer scared you can have an issue
But if I'm the issue better be prepared
Half a life without no father figure
I won't say the word but it's coming close
For a while I really stopped living
Now I feel like it's time I compose