cynthia Video (MV)

It's been a long time and nothing has changed
Shit's still the same
Similar thoughts in my crumbling brain
Hope I'm not in a gaze
When I make the same mistakes
That just might happen over and over again
Parents showed me their future grave
Like, I already had a bad day
Don't wanna think of what happens at that age
These thoughts don't mix well with my bad faith
Plus, the end's near. They're already halfway

My dog's been barking at the wall
At the molded corner of the room that we neglect, like when you called
I still regret missing those days that we could talk
Just to get those moments back, I would give it all
The weight of God's plan stayed heavy on my small hands
Placed up on my shoulders. Made me feel like I was falling
Still hurts to know that I wasn't watching
Don't think this ever would be calming. Don't think this ever would be calming