Noah Gillispie - Loneliness Lyrics

I like to say I've lived my life with no regrets
But I'm a liar
Of course I don't need to tell you that
You already know

And I'd hate to see the day my past catches up to me, in reality
It's bad enough when I try to sleep, my phone beeps and I start to creep

Every time I see you've post something new
It's like a punch in the gut, bruised like a new tattoo
And every pic in which you smile hurts my eyes to see
Because I wonder if it's as fake as the one on me

And I can't stand to see you sad, I can't stand to see you happy
If I was there would you be glad, or are you better off without me
This timelines not the one where you come back for the best
So I'll learn to live with my loneliness

Sometimes I think that it's better off this way
So I won't face my secrets
I remember all those awful things I'd say
And I never wanna feel that hurt again

And I'd hate to see the day my past catches up to me, in reality
It's bad enough when I try to sleep, my phone beeps and I start to creep

Every time I see you've post something new
It's like a punch in the gut, bruised like a new tattoo
Cause Every pic in which you smile hurts my eyes to see
Cause I wonder if it's as fake as the one on me

And I can't stand to see you sad, I can't stand to see you happy
If I was there would you be glad, or are you better off without me
This timelines not the one where you come back for the best
So I'll learn to live with my loneliness

Every time I see you've post something new
It's like a punch in the gut, bruised like a new tattoo
Cause Every pic in which you smile hurts my eyes to see
Cause I wonder if it's as fake as the one on me

And I can't stand to see you sad, I can't stand to see you happy
If I was there would you be glad, or are you better off without me
This timelines not the one where you come back for the best
So I'll learn to live with my loneliness

Loneliness, yeah
Yeah I'll learn to live with my loneliness