Noah TJ - Tired of Trying Lyrics

I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of trying
Tired of trying
Yeah
Let me run it back just a couple of months
Had a lotta fears that I had to confront
Felt insecure so I started to run
From all of my insecurities at once
Then it hit me like a train
I could never run away
I couldn't ever escape
All the suffering and pain
If I continued that way
I would go out like Cobain
They say no pain no gain
And I was going insane
Had to fix issues in my mental
So I started writing lyrics to instrumentals
Cut people off not accidental
Only kept the ones who have been essential
To my growth and have given me potential
Taught me to earn it not get it like Kendall
Always go ultimate like Denzel
When I get a girl make sure I don't settle
Put yourself first put yourself in the central
If you talk about shit study fundamentals
I have had a lotta lessons that are existential
I don't have a rollie but I feel presidential
I am tired of trying to fit in a box
I am tired of trying not to be judged
I am tired of trying to be enough
For people I don't even care about
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of trying
Tired of trying
Yeah
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of trying
Tired of trying
Yeah