nobody likes you pat - last year i didn't kill myself Lyrics

Last year I didn't kill myself
Are you proud of me
I can't tell
Because I'm still here
But the prayers and the pills
Aren't working so well

Another boulder up the hill
While winter f*cks my electric bill
And I don't know how I can do this
Over and over and over and over again
Uh

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And over again, yeah
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Eat clean and exercise
Six times a week
So, why does it still feel
Like my body's failing me
If I'm honest, I don't want this
But I'm too busy to be inside a coffin
No, I don't know how I can do this
Over and over and over and over again, yeah

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And over again, yeah
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No, I can't deny it
I wish that I could hide it
I think about dying
Over and over and over and over again

Scream at me softly
Til you raise me from the dead
Scream at me softly
Over and over again
Scream at me softly
Til you raise me from the dead
And I don't know how I can do this
Over and over and over and over and over again

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Over and over and over and over
And over again, yeah

No, I can't deny it
I wish that I could hide it
I think about dying
Over and over and over and over
And over again