Feel Anymore Video (MV)

You're prolly gonna hate me when you hear this
But I had to get this off of my chest
I don't understand where I ever went wrong
Cause I only cared about what was best
I guess that's what I get for thinking you'll make my heart heal
I never thought someone could still breathe and yet be killed
This hole in my heart is something I'll prolly never feel
Because you took everything from me including my ability to feel

Cause I can't feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I can't feel anymore
I've been so strong
I can't no more

Love is like a drug thats constantly got you high
All that pain can't touch you with that person by your side
Why'd you accept me
My whole life I've been denied
My imperfections got me tied
While anxiety keeps me fried
I'm so lost inside my mind losing my grip with f*cking life
But I continue to check on you and make sure you're alright
Even when you broke me
The only person I thought was mine
Just for you to go and take advantage of my f*cking time
I don't get it
It's like I'm f*cking numb, but it hurts
Stuck between two realities
Not ever knowing my worth
My pain has kept me humble
But my love has kept me hurt
So why do I sit here and continue to search
For something I don't have and don't need
But do want, it broke me
Knowing you don't want me
Why don't you want me
I'm tired of people leaving and acting like they don't know me
Now I'm begging you please don't leave, don't leave

Cause I can't feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I can't feel anymore
I've been so strong
I can't no more

I lost friends for you
I never cared who befriended you
I wonder if breaking my heart was something that you meant to do
It's pitiful
All the time I spent with you
Told you that I loved you, you can't say it never meant to you
It's funny how you're lovey dovey one day that just ain't you
I'll still be here for you because I can never f*cking hate you
Said you'd never change but that "change" became a changed you
Played me like a video game it's a game I let you play through
But why, I always let my guard down
Letting people in has always been a f*cking let down
Addicted to the love is the reason why I'm scarred now
Because the higher that I get the harder that I f*cking fall down
And that's real
I'm still alive but feel like I've been killed
And I know another person isn't gonna make it heal
I gotta do it all myself sometimes that's just the deal
Because I'm so f*cking numb I'll prolly never ever feel

Cause I can't feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I can't feel anymore
I've been so strong
I can't no more
Cause I can't feel anymore
My heart is so numb
I need to let go
Cause I can't feel anymore
I've been so strong
I can't no more

I can't
I can't
I can't
Feel anymore