Nonviable - Recluse (feat. Matt Alvarez & Martin Porter) Lyrics

I cant escape, the hell, you've made, for me

Somebody help me
I'm drowning

I can't, escape the hell in my head
Help me

This life is draining
Dragging me down
I'm, struggling, to, fight

Buried beneath the weight
Of your malice

I can't, get out

I'm, drowning, inside of my head
I'm, just a shell, of the man
That I once was

I can't keep on living this way
A downward spiral, a life, in decay
Mental decline, day after day
I can't help, but, hate

I see you, for what you truly are
I've lost all faith
Now all that's left, is nil
I can't, help but hate you
Hate, hate, you

I'm so, sick of it all

I will drag you down, with me

You will never escape
From the hell that lives in you

My mind
Is locked in a cell
Your eyes darken
Confined to this hell

Because of you
I feel so worthless

I feel, so empty
A downward spiral
My life in decline
Your actions have made me
This way
I can't help but, hate

Locked away, memories, haunting me
Isolation is a part of me
I feel so goddamn empty
I'll never be free, I'll never escape this, hell

Every day, I slip away, further away, further away

In my hole
I'm always alone
Apathy, festering, taking control

My heart once pure
Now full of disdain
This world, has made me, this way
I am, lost inside my head

Pleading, begging, weeping

For a drop of hope
In a, world of hate

You give in
Don't fight
Release the pain
A life in vain

I've been alive
But not living
I've embraced despair
For far too long