I don't really wanna hate you
Never meant to make you cry
I always had your back
And now I don't wanna open that door
Know I should, but I won't keep it closed
You make it so hard to let go
Tight rope walking
Long way down
Everything is not the same when you're around
I could never figure out us again
The moment when it all went south
Everyone asks me how
How you've been
And I don't know what to tell them
I don't really wanna hate you
Never meant to make you cry
I always had your back
And now I don't wanna open that door
Know I should, but I won't keep it closed
You make it so hard to let go
(So hard to let go)
Killing time in an empty house
On my phone
An endless scroll of lights and sounds
I feel my body missing your body
I should be over you by now but I'm not
Everyone asks me how
How you've been
And I don't know what to tell them
I don't really wanna hate you
Never meant to make you cry
I always had your back
And now I don't wanna open that door
Know I should, but I won't keep it closed
You make it so hard to let go