I'm a King Video (MV)

Allot of thangz have changed I ain't really got time to hang out
I gotta daughter now a lot of sh*t I'm tryna pan out
I despise dead beats that packed they bags up in ran out
For a long time I been a man now you a grown man wit yo hand out
I cant do no hand outs bro better go get on yo sh*t
I remember when I ain't have a pot to piss that's some down bad sh*t
A part of my life I don't miss a part of my life that wasn't fair
I blamed everybody for my problems why my father wasn't there
Blank stare when I envision the good life I should be living
This life I never depicted my life been so fu*king sh*tty
My whole life I had to heal wit it I'm grown enough now to deal wit it
Sip drank pop pill wit it my bull sh*t life will get you high as hell
I'm high off life I live one hell of a life
On know why I'm so blessed I guess I'm doing something right
A heavy head day and night my prayer working day and night
I think I'm finally getting it right
Ni**a I was born to fight you damn right

It' such a shame the way I came
Pointing fingers at everybody nobody to blame
I had to suffer but I got tougher
Look at mane I made it through the storm
But I'm shinning in the rain
A king wit a lot of pain
It' such a shame the way I came
Pointing fingers at everybody nobody to blame
I had to suffer but I got tougher
Look at mane I made it through the storm
But I'm shinning in the rain
A king wit a lot of pain

My daughter taught me how to love before then I didn't know how to love
I don't know what my problem was
I was numb like I was on a lot of drugs
In the streets I knew a lot of plugs
Pop bottles wit all the thugs
Popular in the city so the ho*s showed me a lot of love
Problem solved I figured all I had to do was ball
Above it all content never showed my feelings
Cuz if I did I knew nobody wouldn't feel me
My fam we was distance sh*t I doubt they ever loved me
Me and moms stay at odds cant remember the last time she hug me
My pops went missing I grew up feeling like it was fu*k me
And I want take the blame I made them calls so it wasn't me
I ain't want sh*t at all but the love as a young G
Growing up tryna find my way through these dirty streets
Money don't mean sh*t to me I ain't cheap but life priceless
I cant imagine living a life like it
Money don't mean sh*t to me I ain't cheap but life priceless

It' such a shame the way I came
Pointing fingers at everybody nobody to blame
I had to suffer but I got tougher
Look at mane I made it through the storm
But I'm shinning in the rain
A king wit a lot of pain
It' such a shame the way I came
Pointing fingers at everybody nobody to blame
I had to suffer but I got tougher
Look at mane I made it through the storm
But I'm shinning in the rain
A king wit a lot of pain

Moma I love ya
Pops I love you too
But I know it's a whole lot yall not telling me
This just the way I feel
From what I know
I hope yall understand
This sh*t done took a toll on your boy
But i'm a king